Its official, I have got all my friends to hate me by doing one thing or another, half the time not knowing I did anything wrong, the other half just being stupid. I get in a fight or more like get yelled at for things I know I did wrong and then go to talk to someone else and just make things worse with them. This isn't the first time this week either, different people every time too. I suck at pretty much everything I do and yelling at me for not doing something right sure aint gona get me to do it better, its just gona scare me away from ever doing it again. Thats not directed at you, you know who you are, it actually isnt meant about you, someone else.
this isn't directed at anyone in particular, I feel this way about most of my friends and my family, either cause they are mad, I want to impres them, they are no help, they are too young to understand, they are selfish, but I pretty much cant confide in anyone in my life so here I am confiding to everyone, ironic. Sorry
this isn't directed at anyone in particular, I feel this way about most of my friends and my family, either cause they are mad, I want to impres them, they are no help, they are too young to understand, they are selfish, but I pretty much cant confide in anyone in my life so here I am confiding to everyone, ironic. Sorry


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What do they know? Don't let it eat at you, you're a good natured, well intended wolf. Don't get dragged down by it. Keep pluggin' away and working towards that degree because that is gold. It should be your number one priority.
I say Fuck em and move on! If and when they change their minds let 'em call. I get anxious when people don't like me, but I get over it. I usually eat to comfort myself. Had a pumpkin pie the other day, at it whole in one sitting. It never helps. I end up feeling grossly over stuffed and still depressed.
I'm not trying to offer advice. I'm an exhaulted one myself and I'm the last one who should be advising anyone. My flaw is I'm over zealous with new friends often annoyingly.
I went through a bought of scared silence, I didn't want to talk to anyone for a while. Still don't want to, really. My emotional state is fragile at best. So, though I pushed everyone away, I can still relate there wuffer. *pets* feel better, Odium
you ok, your number doesnt work